It's a nightmare :'/

Assalammualaikum . I'm back . Bringing a bad news and a nightmare for me . We're done . We're stuck in a moment . My hearts screaming your name . I'm started to miss you Muhammad Danial Fathullah . I'm not yours anymore . Feel's like something sharp stabbed my heart . We have to sacrifed for others :( But why ? The answer is still hanging on . You always remind me , even we're not couple anymore I'm still  your bestfriend forever . Well thankyouu . It makes me feel a little bit better . I just can't imagine how to handle my life without you . I will miss your voice , your laugh , your blurr and EVERYTHING BOUT YOU ! I feel empty right now . Totally empty . Now the rest can be happy while I'm suffered . Congratulations . I can't stop crying at this moment . I remembered all about us . From the first we get known each other til now  (':'( . I've lost everything . Even Im not your's , my heart still belong to you . It's hard to said goodbye but i have to . I mean WE have to :( Now , I'm nothing . Dear Danial , Thankyouu for everything . Hnya allah yg dpt blas jsa baik danial . Now i realized 1 think . You've teached me how to be more patient . I will miss you a lot ! I loved you ! Everything that we have been together were so memorable :') Your my sweet memories .  Mianhe :( Saranghae :') Te amo :') I will miss everything bout us Muhammad Danial Fathullah )':')

Fake Smile :')

Assalamualaikum . I don't know how to start my story today . Just bole luah dgan air mata . I have to be strong . Knapa smua ni tjadi  :( ? Ra x snggup tgok ksedihan Danial . Ra paham situasi dy but at the same time ra x tau apa ra bole buat . Sumpah rsa truk sngt . It's feel worst . Like i'm a useless . Ra cuba bg nsihat and kta-ii  smangat . Bru td dy happy . Ra ikot happy sme but suddenly dy sdih blik d sbbkan msalah yg satu tuh . Urghh ! It's driving me nuts ! I just got a bbm from him , he said he want us to be bestfriend  :( Did you know what its mean ? Its mean we have to be apart ! Ya allah :'(  I cant accept that . I dont want to lose him anymore . Aren't you guys satisfied ?! To see me suffer like this ?! What's next ?! Smua ni hnya salah faham . I don't know what to say . Ra kne jga bnyak hati , sdang hati ra ? Uhhhh ..... What should i do ? No ones understand me . No ones know the pain . No ones care bout it . It's really hurted me :'( I'm not strong enough . Puas hati korang smua ? Perli ar ag ! Smpai puas , okay ? Thank you so much * clapped hand * I'm not in mood so got to go . See ya in next entri . Keep in touch and Thankyou readers :')

Terima Kasih , Muhammad Danial Fathullah :)

Tidak pernah ku rasa perasaan yg begini , Tulus untuk mencintaimu . Semua kerna dirimu ku berubah , Hidup kini penuh dgan senyuman . Oh sayang datanglah , ku inginkan dirimu .  Dekatlah pdaku , ku rindukan pelukmu . Terima kasih atas sgalanya yang telah kau beri , amat ku hargai , Semua ku simpan d dlam hati . Penuh riang tawa mesra , terus terukir di hati . Siapa sangka kan bahagia , bila dulu pernah luka , cinta dtg tak di duga , bawa hingga syurga :')

When there was me and you :'(

It's funny when you find yourself , Looking from the outside , I'm standing here but all i want is to be over there , Why did i let myself believe miracles could happen ? , Cause now i hve to pretend that i don't really care .

I thought you were my fairytale but dream when i'm up of my sleep :'( , I wish upon the star that's coming true , But everybody else could tell that i confuse my feeling :/ With the truth , But there was me and you .

I swore i knew the melody let i heard you singing , And when you smile you make me feel like i could sing along , But then you when and change the world ,Now my heart is empty , I'm only left with used to be and once upon the song .

Now i know you're not the fairytale and dreams will end my sleeping , All wishes of the star is not come true , Cause now even i can tell that i confuse my feeling with the truth , Because i like of you , When the was me and you ....

I can't believe that i could be so blind , It's like you were fallen when i was fallen , And not to be mine .....

Because i like of you ....
I thought you found it too , When there was me and you .........

                                                                 
                                                                   - THE END -

Cinta Dalam Hati

Mungkin ini memang jalan takdirku,

Mengagumi tanpa di cintai,

Tak mengapa bagiku,asal kau pun bahagia,

Dalam hidupmu,dalam hidupmu,

Telah lama ku pendam perasaan itu,

Menunggu hatimu menyambut diriku,

Tak mengapa bagiku,cintaimu pun adalah,

Bahagia untukku,bahagia untukku,

Ku ingin kau tahu,

Diriku disini,menanti dirimu..,

Meski ku tunggu hingga hujung waktuku,

Dan berharap rasa ini kan abadi tuk selamanya,

Dan izinkan aku,memeluk dirimu,

Kali ini saja,tuk ucapkan selamat tinggal  untuk selamanya,

Dan biarkan rasa ini bahagia untuk sekejap saja,

Love,

Misz Rara….

Sedingin Sonata Pada Musim Salju

Saatku merindukan dirimu,

Jiwa meronta kau ku damba,

Oh gerhanalah seluruh pancaindera,

Ku hilang dalam memori cinta,

Membakar seluruh jiwa raga,

Hanya kau  untukku,kau tiada dua,

Bagaikan siang tiada mentari,

Bagai malam tiada cahaya purnama,

Tanpamu tiada erti hidup berdua,

Ke akhir masa kau ku cinta,

Bagaikan syurga tanpa bidadari,

Kau ibarat hembusan nafas terakhir,

Pulanglah sayang usah kau berpaling,

Di sini ku pasrah menanti….

Dikau bak salju ditiup bayu,

Kan rebah di pangkuan bumi,

Ku yakini kasih,

Restui ilahi…

Ku doa kau hadir,

Maharaja  mahligaiku,

Hidup mati cinta kita bersama..

Love,

Misz Rara…..