It's a nightmare :'/

Assalammualaikum . I'm back . Bringing a bad news and a nightmare for me . We're done . We're stuck in a moment . My hearts screaming your name . I'm started to miss you Muhammad Danial Fathullah . I'm not yours anymore . Feel's like something sharp stabbed my heart . We have to sacrifed for others :( But why ? The answer is still hanging on . You always remind me , even we're not couple anymore I'm still  your bestfriend forever . Well thankyouu . It makes me feel a little bit better . I just can't imagine how to handle my life without you . I will miss your voice , your laugh , your blurr and EVERYTHING BOUT YOU ! I feel empty right now . Totally empty . Now the rest can be happy while I'm suffered . Congratulations . I can't stop crying at this moment . I remembered all about us . From the first we get known each other til now  (':'( . I've lost everything . Even Im not your's , my heart still belong to you . It's hard to said goodbye but i have to . I mean WE have to :( Now , I'm nothing . Dear Danial , Thankyouu for everything . Hnya allah yg dpt blas jsa baik danial . Now i realized 1 think . You've teached me how to be more patient . I will miss you a lot ! I loved you ! Everything that we have been together were so memorable :') Your my sweet memories .  Mianhe :( Saranghae :') Te amo :') I will miss everything bout us Muhammad Danial Fathullah )':')

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Assalamualaikum . I don't know how to start my story today . Just bole luah dgan air mata . I have to be strong . Knapa smua ni tjadi  :( ? Ra x snggup tgok ksedihan Danial . Ra paham situasi dy but at the same time ra x tau apa ra bole buat . Sumpah rsa truk sngt . It's feel worst . Like i'm a useless . Ra cuba bg nsihat and kta-ii  smangat . Bru td dy happy . Ra ikot happy sme but suddenly dy sdih blik d sbbkan msalah yg satu tuh . Urghh ! It's driving me nuts ! I just got a bbm from him , he said he want us to be bestfriend  :( Did you know what its mean ? Its mean we have to be apart ! Ya allah :'(  I cant accept that . I dont want to lose him anymore . Aren't you guys satisfied ?! To see me suffer like this ?! What's next ?! Smua ni hnya salah faham . I don't know what to say . Ra kne jga bnyak hati , sdang hati ra ? Uhhhh ..... What should i do ? No ones understand me . No ones know the pain . No ones care bout it . It's really hurted me :'( I'm not strong enough . Puas hati korang smua ? Perli ar ag ! Smpai puas , okay ? Thank you so much * clapped hand * I'm not in mood so got to go . See ya in next entri . Keep in touch and Thankyou readers :')

Terima Kasih , Muhammad Danial Fathullah :)

Tidak pernah ku rasa perasaan yg begini , Tulus untuk mencintaimu . Semua kerna dirimu ku berubah , Hidup kini penuh dgan senyuman . Oh sayang datanglah , ku inginkan dirimu .  Dekatlah pdaku , ku rindukan pelukmu . Terima kasih atas sgalanya yang telah kau beri , amat ku hargai , Semua ku simpan d dlam hati . Penuh riang tawa mesra , terus terukir di hati . Siapa sangka kan bahagia , bila dulu pernah luka , cinta dtg tak di duga , bawa hingga syurga :')